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Ah. another night left awake peddling my soul away to the internet. oh the things ive seen. and cannot unsee. i find myself wanting to move. to change locations and move around. live by myself. things of this nature. i have ordered my first drawing tablet. looking to get into comic drawing of my own design.  but still it only makes me want some seclusion more. to live in a small clean carpeted apartment. im feeling cramped. i feel the need for more freedom in what i do. and yet family comes first, i cant jsut leave my brother here with no income and a year of school left. he is relying on me for help. and i dont want to let him down. yet the